Monday, February 26, 2007

Living and Learning

I learned that my heart can take me to the most wonderful places, but another person's heart can't really mean well for me. When I have the heart, another person's deceit can quickly try and take that over. I have become even more protective of myself after everything I have been through. It was a lesson that got harder and harder to learn, but hey, I learned it.

In my case, I have given my best shot at everything in life, I lived for the moment yet I planned what I could control and could not control, I treated everyone the way they treated me, for my whole life. It was always a motto that I abided by early on. I do regret on some bad choices though but I'll take note never to make those mistakes ever again. You reap what you sow. I just can't wait for karma haha.

I have an unbelievably strong spirit that is guiding me throughout all this. That strong spirit took years of making and believing.

On a completely different note, the snow fall today was really romantic. I just wanted to stand there and let it all fall on me. I really do enjoy rain or snow on days like this. I suppose it makes me feel like I too, can shed away my burdens and just let myself soar. Ha, the weirdest thing was seeing my ex who happened to be on the same bus. Thank goodness he sat in the back and I sat in the front. Saw an old friend too though on the same bus. (Yes, I know, me and my bus adventures haha)

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