NY or Vancouver or Boston

If it'd be the moon that I'm traveling to, I'd go gladly on account that my heart's set on going.

Happy :D

I wasn't very well for the last couple weeks (probably a month now?) but now I'm quite over it. It's about being happy despite so many bad things up in my face all the time. I know this is a very low point in my life and there's been many days where I've just felt my heart was paralyzed, or some days were just a blur because I just couldn't take it, but damn it, I get it now!!

The sweetest thing was having my parents write me letters (they took turns haha) and left it on my desk. I don't think I could have quite gotten through this tough time as well if my family wasn't here supporting me and taking care of me.

I get all of it now - loved and lost, letting go, and to be happy on my own. I'm not bitter about it anymore or sad or angry, I'm just happy that I'm happy.

As soon as exams are done, I am going to schedule myself for a holiday with my siblings (either to the West coast or the south). And I'm going to shop for a car. And dancing classes, then legal courses. I'm just contemplating if I should move out of Toronto and either move to the US - New York/Vancouver (Calgary is a possibility but it doesn't seem like too much of a possibility anymore).

Now I have to clean up three years of stuff haha, which is a lot of work in itself. Always finding some thing here and there even when I thought all the cleaning up is done.